~evanda

I have not written in ages, and now i have some free time so i guess... figured, i may as well write something although for the past 3 months i have been living alone i have gone to dev art about 3 times, just checking if someone died
anyway, i felt like sharing a positive thought- not a thought actually, but the fact that i found a new apprioach to life which is so much more positive and makes me much happier on an everyday basis.
One day i felt like having a more colourful outfit, and it really lifted me up... also, my taste changed, and it may all have something to do with the fact i am going where i wanted to go for university, and i feel it is going to be a quite positive experience, meeting all new people and seeing new places, knowing more about the world, and south england in particular. Sussex, Brighton, Sussex
Either way, i know a few of you are from the UK and i will be glad to hear of anything you may know about the place, such as which is the best pub in town, or the university.
god, i feel boring as hell and given the fact i almost enver come here, i guess it is damn surprising i'd expect anyone to read this. but whatever, as usual i write for myself and less- to torture anyone else. somestuff just needs to come out doesn't it?
i'll edit this journal cos i had more ideas when i started and now i am simply rambing on and on. Whatever, just wanted to say that life can be so pretty and can be filled with great everyday pleasures, if you don't let depression rule, but most importantly find a little spark to inspire you and make each day interesting and new. Also, i realised, knowing better your good and bad sides is vital to having a (mentally) sane life.
I guess others knew that but to me, the pure realisation feels good, and i can go out now and hug a tree and it just feels...different.
Also, i am highly inspired to find new cultures, especially Asian one... their mentality is quite different to the one i have grown around.
ah, and on a slightly more every day-note, i have a driving licence test in 3 days. Just today i drove in Kiev, my dad let me drive his for a little and i drove him home. He said i did pretty well, whcih from him sounds GOOD.
so... yeah... sigh...